wondering

i'm sitting here at the computer just wondering about life, and why the things that happen happen. i wonder if the only reason i meet that person is so that i could become friends with that person, stuff like that. So much of the time i feel like i'm runing out of time, like at any minute it could all just be gone. In reality that's true, everything i know could be gone in a second. The question is when do you know when to let go of one thing and move to another and how can you move on if your scared you'll miss your oppurtunity to enjoy that thing. i read alot of lyrics,and what i mean by that is, well i'm in chorus, i am constantly reading words that meant something to someone. My job is to make those words mean something to me so that i can them make them mean something to someone else. when i sing those words, they make me think of what the music is trying to tell me. For example, we are currently learning  three songs that all together are called "Three mountain ballads". One of the songs is called will he remember it goes " oh lord in heaven take me from this place, let me see again his shining face, let him remember that i'm alone, let him remember that i'm alone." Those words coupled with the voices of the choir bring the music to life, and if you really listen to what were singing some life mystery gets explained or becomes more complicated. ............. wow this is complete babble i think i will still post it though :] MLIC