sooo for an update

it has been awhile since i have stopped by. the firewall is still blocking the interweb, but anna figured a way around so i'm good. my birthday was terrible, but teusday when we went and sw phantom of the opera was wonderful. ama had her babies yesterday and i will never go to the mall agian. Well thats probably a lie but aw well. i'mworried about a friends and my aunt. today has been hectic and i love my photography class. other than that well. My Life is Crazy. MLIC

sooooo

apparently the fire wall on my computer is not letting the interweb through. therefore i am going to be updating this alot less. i'm at dougs. going to watch american idol in alittle. AMA IS HAVING KITTENSS :D. she should have them any day now :] i'm so excited and whats more  my birthday is in 11 dayss :DD YEAHHH!! MLIC

wondering

i'm sitting here at the computer just wondering about life, and why the things that happen happen. i wonder if the only reason i meet that person is so that i could become friends with that person, stuff like that. So much of the time i feel like i'm runing out of time, like at any minute it could all just be gone. In reality that's true, everything i know could be gone in a second. The question is when do you know when to let go of one thing and move to another and how can you move on if your scared you'll miss your oppurtunity to enjoy that thing. i read alot of lyrics,and what i mean by that is, well i'm in chorus, i am constantly reading words that meant something to someone. My job is to make those words mean something to me so that i can them make them mean something to someone else. when i sing those words, they make me think of what the music is trying to tell me. For example, we are currently learning  three songs that all together are called "Three mountain ballads". One of the songs is called will he remember it goes " oh lord in heaven take me from this place, let me see again his shining face, let him remember that i'm alone, let him remember that i'm alone." Those words coupled with the voices of the choir bring the music to life, and if you really listen to what were singing some life mystery gets explained or becomes more complicated. ............. wow this is complete babble i think i will still post it though :] MLIC

thought of the day :]

Why is the sky blue?
this may seem like an elementray school question but the answer is quite amazing, however; i'm not telling you the answer.
go look it up and tell me waht you find :]
MLIC

awww life

Today was very much just an average day. Because it is semester exam week we got out of school at 11:40. It feels odd to be home this early. Yesterday while at Douglas's house, (this is my bffl:]) we got on his roof, and while atop said roof a kid from his neighboorhood walked by with his dog. Doug and i quickly "hit the deck", and as this kid walked by again i decided it was time to see what it was like to be god :]. so i screamed " (name of kid) CHANGE YOUR WAYS AND SET YOUR BEAGLE FREEE!!!" the kid was really suprised and said " who's that, where are you."
Me: " i am god listen to my council, your beagle has spoken to me andd wishes to be wild and free."
him: " Doug is that you?"
atthis piont i stood up ,doug was still flat on his back.
Me: " DO I LOOK LIKE A DOUG TO YOU. NOW GO BOUT YOUR BUSINESS FOOL AND RETURN THAT BEAGLE TO THE WILD!"
he quickly ran home and never came back.
i felt quite accomplished :]
maybe next time i pretend to be god i can summon some birds to attck him :] LOLZZ
MLIC

well well

something very special happened to me today! :]
while in 2nd period waiting for the bell to ring, me and my bffl, doug, decided to play ninja.
the game is basically played like this.

1. stand feet together with your hands together in the middle of your body like you are praying japanese style.( in a circle if there are more than two people, if not just stand in front of eachother)

2. someone shouts "NIIINNNJAAA!!" and everyone playing jumps into a ninja pose

3. going from right to left try and hit the hands of the person to your right with out moving your feet .... EVER! ( you may move your hands so they will not get hit but nothing else)

4. who ever is not out wins :]

so we were playing said game, and while playing said game doug kept accidently hitting my boob, and at on point got so overly frustrated that he kept missingmy hands that he said " COULD YOU PLEASE REMOVE YOUR BREASTS WHILE PLAYING THE GAME, YOU HAVE AN UNFAIR ADVANTAGE" ( this is more intelegent sounding then what he actually said)
Conclusion:
i don't think i have ever laughed that hard :]
Definetely the best math class ever :]
MLIC

thought of the day :3

well today as you all very well know is 1/19/10 ( i used numbers mainly cuz i forgot how to spell the month that the 1 stand for ahah :3) the random deep thinking though of the day is " why do we park in drive ways and drive on park ways?" hmmmmmmmmmmm deeep stimulating thoughts haaa welll whats your opinion :D COMMENT PLEASEE :DD MLIC

OMIIGOSHHH!! :DD

LADIES AND GENTLE MEN I HAVE UNO FOLLOWERS. is this what it feels like to win a golden globe :\ ? hmmmmmm perhaps MLIC

Hellooo..?

sometimes it feels like i am just posting things in to an abyss of absolute nothingness.
Helloo...... is any one there ?
 any one at all (sigh.)
 life seems so pointless at this piont. i'm not even sure why i am still doing this blog ......... so bored.........i wish i could hang out with dylan today but i really don't want to walk 4 plus miles
:\ aw well i geuss i will sit on facebook and read MLIA all day. MLIC

bahh stupid boys

who needs them not me. i am so glad i don't have a boyfriend at this piont. He upsets me so much. yeahi realize i was being clingy and we weren't even dating, but he could have just told me that instead of stopping all comunication with me. i geuss my bff was right niether him nor i are mature enough for a commitment like that. i know in my heart that one day we will be together but not now and not until i can learn to just be his freind and stand on my own. actually i quite like the way that jayedee put it and i quote "you DO NOT need a boyfriend to validate who you are! and who you are is pretty darned awesome! so there!" ahaha i love her so much she is my rock and makes me laugh. Much like the rest of her family does :] they are so much fun to be around..( i'm talking to myself here) sighhhh it will take time but it will happen, and when it does it will be better then the first time around :] MLIC

cumputerrrrzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz :]

are stupid so mine broke a while ago so i haven't been blogging lately :] but it's fixed now
so i went to my aunts house last night and i discovered how much i love the show boness :] i still love House M.D. more though let me quote doctor house please will you :] " stop that jewww!!!! " ahahahha best show ever :D oh and to quote american idol ' Pants on the ground pants on the ground looking like a fool with your pants on the ground head turned sideways gold in your mouth lookin like a fool with your pants on the   ground." and last but not least " Randy Simon if you don't let us through to hollywood UNFORGIVAABBLLEEEEE :DDDDD !!!!" oh and  " ARE YOU CEREAL " ahahahh!! i love tv <3 MLIC